Wednesday, March 23, 2011

A little of everything

To start off ill tell you I got a phone call from Angel on Monday. She is enjoying herself. She thought it would be like prison but its nothing like it. We couldnt talk for too long because she had to go. She is liking the food and the people. It sounded like she was doing a lot of classroom time. She has already lost like 4 or 5 pounds she said.

Today was probably the loneliest day since the day after she left. I didn't have Cable to keep my mind busy and I did a lot of walking around and doing errands so it gave me plenty of time to think. I do wish I had more family close by. I enjoy my friends and my coworkers. They do help but I miss the emotional connection. Something you only get from really close friends or family. Its time like these that I do wish we were on good terms with her family. I could go further into that thought but I am ending it there to keep from creating any unneeded drama. I have only gotten 1 letter from her and I am eagerly awaiting another. It keeps me content and moving forward.

Before Angel left I told her I would get into better shape. I am trying hard to lose weight but I'm not getting as fast of results as I had hoped for. But I will continue to keep trying. I don't want her to be let down when I get to see her. She is gone bettering herself so the most I can do for her is to try to better myself. We will see where I am at in the end.